January 2011
My jaw
Is killing me hospital yes ma’am
They are having problems again
I think they are going to break up. Then I should tell her I like her but I don’t want to fuck up our friendship. Grr damn it !! I wish I was with her she is sad right now just hold her in my arms and sing to her “please don’t go” by mike posner we both like that song. I know I may not be the right person for her or for anyone but I have...
Even though I shouldn't have kept this from her
It’s time she knows the truth. Let’s see how this ends. By the way my cousin dropped off this pill I didn’t take it until 2 hours ago I think. But I shouldn’t have taken it with out asking what it was haha. So he says I’m rolling right now gosh man I hate it I’m never gonna do it again unless Alejandra wants to. Anyways I talked to Rico she gives some of the...
I'm pretty irritated...
121493:
Either you love someone, or you never did.
None of this past tense bullshit.
That is all.
Amen
Day 2: List ten things you LOVE about your body.
121493:
My eyes.
My eyebrow shape.
My whiteness :P
My boobs.
My nails.
My hair.
My height.
My UN attached earlobes. Yesss.
My teeth.
My toes.
:)
Haha number three :]
I’m at school
I want to cry but then everyone will ask what’s wrong. Tara made me smile. That one was a real smile not like the fake smiles I gave everyone else. I feel the tears coming I’m crying inside and out my heart is broken because I can still hear my dad cry and I can see him. My aunt(mom) was telling me she remembers my mom tell my older sister Helen “ven Mija te...
So yeah
My aunt is dying the same way my mother died. I ask my dad for my stuff I need for school and what do I get a “my baby sister is dying an you care about what ou have to take to skol tolmorre “
Me and Alejandra
Me: I wrote a poem but it's sad
ale: ohhh =( I wanna read it!
Me: haha ok I will let ya and you'll be the first to read it
Ale: aww thx! I feel special lol
Me: haha de nada :] and mmm I tend to make you feel special huh? >.<
Ale: haha yea! XD
me: haha yay! :]
ale: lol thx
Me: haha de que?
Ale: for making me feel special duh! Lol
Me: haha ooh :] de nada(as long as you smile it's fine :P)
Ale: aww =*)
What you think?
I have hope in this girl :] I told her she was beautiful today and she was like “awww really? =*)” haha gosh damn
My parents
Are being fucked up with me lately. They ignored me all day today I’m so glad my mom didn’t forget to pick me up. Gosh my knee hurts alot :( it’s freakin purple!! I love purple but not on skin! :”( so much pain and my mom just puts this cream on like really!!!? She thinks I’m doing it bcuz school just started and I don’t wanna go. I really do wanna go to school.
I like this version better
Tik Tok lyrics
[CHORUS:
Won’t stop, till I drop
Smoke some weed and take a shot
Bright lights, livin’ life
Yeah, this girl’s lookin’ right
Don’t stop, make it hot
Watchin’ all these bottles poppin’ oh
Oh oh oh oooh!
Oh oh oh oooh!]
It’s T. Mills
Young Favorites
I’m hella gone right now
Ya know, around the clock
That’s why I got all...
Dream
My family and I
Were at Disney land and we were getting ready to see the world of colors or what ever the fuck it’s called. And there was a swing set with only two swings I sat on one and no one sat next to me until this chick came with a grey sweatshirt on she sat with me and she was holding to my hand and I look and it’s her!!! It’s Andrea and I’m creeped the fuck out...
Pensando en ti…
puedo ver el matiz,
y el reflejo de mi de depresion
puedo ver el perfil
del fantasma que hay en mi interior
y no he dejado de fumar y no puedo dormir
y en medio de la soledad sigo pensando en ti
y no me atrevo a comenzar por olvidarte al fin
porque me asusta descifrar
que habra detras de ti
que hay detras
de una lagrima
que hay detras
de la fragilidad
que hay...
I had a crazy fucking dream
We were in Vic’s car (me and Alejandra and her girlfriend and Victoria) and then her girlfriend was driving and Alejandra was sitting in the passenger seat and I was sitting behind her and I was leaning forward and Alejandra held my hand and we were smiling and Victoria was like “foo her girl is right there” and I go “oh yea” and while me...